†His love storyyy.
&& maybe, just maybe... this time. God is writing my love story. <3
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5.10.2012. monthaversary !
happy one month to us :D <3
the stupidddd picked me up from home and we went to school together.
then he picked me up after my class ended
&& gave me some roses.
thought he would give me a surprise date… but he didnt :(
he just went to dinner with his family.
but its okay… i accidentally left my readings in his bag
and so he came after dinner to drop it off
and ended up watching a movie with my mom & i.
mmmm… not bad. still quality time.
PS: funny thing. we matched in our A&F stripes today & so everyone was staring. HAHA :P
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us.
there has been so many questions and problems that arose.
so many complications.
from how when he first laid eyes on me, it wasn’t cause i was drop dead gorgeous
to him starting to like me and can’t take his mind off me.
but i was still bothered that he wasn’t attracted to me at first sight.
to… how neither of us really have the ba-thumpt feeling.
but yet we are really happy, satisfied, comfortable and content with each other.
yet i still doubt my own feelings as well as his.
to questioning whether i truly like him or would he be replaceable.
to wondering how many disappointments of him not being there for me will it take
for me to stop liking him and just give up cause i don’t “love” him
to questioning whether he likes me more than he has liked anyone in his life.
cause i want and need to be his special somebody.
no matter what he tells me about the present, the past still irks me.
to almost breaking it off before our one month hits.
seriously. a lot has happened in the brief few weeks.
but we’ve overcame it all.
it was such a close call… and i had such insecurity when it hit me.
when he was gonna let me go… just cause he didn’t wanna force me
when he said the words, “… and i thought you were the one.” with a sarcastic tone.
that moment… my heart ached. i just felt like i don’t wanna lose him
and i can’t imagine myself with anyone else and the thought itself scares me.
then i finally realized that i really did like him.
and that if that’s the case, nothing else matters anymore
… because it could all be overcame.
and i should overcome the past…
though i’m not the first person he liked…
we will build so that we become the first person we learn to love…
& also the last person.
it’s gonna be a long long long road :\
but yes. i’m glad we are still able to keep it strong.
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amazing love. HIS love.
It’s amazing… this verse has been stuck in my mind forever… ever since last Friday… we talk about love everyday. We claim we love a lot of things, and just about everything… but we were taught “We love because He first LOVED us.” (1 John 4:19) so how exactly did he love us? I was really conflicted on how love felt && what love is… and so we are supposed to LOVE following the ways HE love. so how? There are so many teachings on LOVE in the Bible… but the verse that is always repeated during weddings… there must be a reason why that verse is so popular right? Even non-christians recite it. We hear it all the time… but do we really put it into application to those that we care about and those that we cherish our relationships with? How can we learn to love them better and the best that we can? Amazing how I was gonna share this with my CCF today for devotion. I didn’t get the chance… but coincidentally, Jaeson Ma did a sharing on this exact same verse today. It’s amazing how GOD works in my life. I don’t believe in coincidence, but I only believe in the works of my sovereign LORD. Last week… when the song One Thing Remains, the lyrics “YOUR love never fails, never gives up, never runs out on me” ran through my mind… the devotion that popped up later was “His love never fails.” and today… the same thing happened. my GOD is SO GREAT ! :) We should really take the time… to put this love to application.
love.Me
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My love for you is an everlasting love and transcends all natural affection. As you draw close to Me, that love will manifest in you and through you to others so that your love for others is also unconditional and not based on your needs, desires, or personal prejudice. Let Me transform your heart, says the Lord, and bring you to a higher level of love.
1 Corinthians 13:4-7 Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Jaeson Ma
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When my future husband asks me to marry him.
- Him: Will you marry me?
- Me: I would love to, but have you asked my fathers?
- Him: Your dad, yes?
- Me: No, you forgot one, my Heavenly father. Did you ask him?
- Him: He's the one who introduced us; he is the one who ignited the passion I feel in my heart for you. He has giving me a love for you that I will never feel for any other woman. The question was never, "Maybe I have her", it was only when. I just want to be sure you, my dear, were on the same page as I am. That you really want this as much as I do.
- Me: You have no idea.
